Like honestly?

i'm i only here for you to amuse yourself when you want me?
because thats not right.
i'm not going to sit around waiting for you to call, when you never do.
i have plans. i have a life.
why is it your plans? your life?
and how come when i call you never answer but if you call me i should always have to answer.
its not fair.
the only reason you talk sweet to me occasionally is because you know that one day
NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU and maybe if you are lucky you can sweet talk me into taking care of your fucked up self.
you know ill stay by you because i promised that.
and you are using it against me.
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THE MEANING OF LOVE.
YOU DONT HAVE A CLUE.
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO FEEL LIKE I FEEL WHEN I DEAL WITH YOUR SHIT.
you dont know what its like to feel useless everytime you promise to call back and you never do.
when you drag me along to hang out with your friends when i just want to see you.
A long time ago you promised that there would never be a night where i didnt hear a goodnight from you. BULL FUCKING SHIT. you havent called in over two weeks but i still call you once a day. all i get is one measly text message saying "i love u" which doesnt count to me because you couldnt put just two more fucking letters in. is it that damn hard to say "I Love You"? is it that hard to call once a day? no it's not. you are busy but being that busy is complete bullshit.

FUCK YOU.