and i feel so sick. i came home from school cause i felt so bad.
i dont know why.
happy seventeenth to me.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
i really love how my behavioral science teacher has a blog spot just to put homework and what we did that day on. it makes me very happy thank god for mr.andrus.
i got a 26 on my first try of the act =] im pretty proud of myself =]] mady got a 16 =[ she should have studied with me but there were always better things to do =[
i got a 26 on my first try of the act =] im pretty proud of myself =]] mady got a 16 =[ she should have studied with me but there were always better things to do =[
Saturday, April 4, 2009
...
My cat kirra has disappeared. i dont know what to do...she was the best cat ever. we can't find her...she had a tag but it has an outdated phone number on it.
I want her back...now.
I want her back...now.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Like honestly?
i'm i only here for you to amuse yourself when you want me?
because thats not right.
i'm not going to sit around waiting for you to call, when you never do.
i have plans. i have a life.
why is it your plans? your life?
and how come when i call you never answer but if you call me i should always have to answer.
its not fair.
the only reason you talk sweet to me occasionally is because you know that one day
NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU and maybe if you are lucky you can sweet talk me into taking care of your fucked up self.
you know ill stay by you because i promised that.
and you are using it against me.
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THE MEANING OF LOVE.
YOU DONT HAVE A CLUE.
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO FEEL LIKE I FEEL WHEN I DEAL WITH YOUR SHIT.
you dont know what its like to feel useless everytime you promise to call back and you never do.
when you drag me along to hang out with your friends when i just want to see you.
A long time ago you promised that there would never be a night where i didnt hear a goodnight from you. BULL FUCKING SHIT. you havent called in over two weeks but i still call you once a day. all i get is one measly text message saying "i love u" which doesnt count to me because you couldnt put just two more fucking letters in. is it that damn hard to say "I Love You"? is it that hard to call once a day? no it's not. you are busy but being that busy is complete bullshit.
FUCK YOU.
because thats not right.
i'm not going to sit around waiting for you to call, when you never do.
i have plans. i have a life.
why is it your plans? your life?
and how come when i call you never answer but if you call me i should always have to answer.
its not fair.
the only reason you talk sweet to me occasionally is because you know that one day
NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU and maybe if you are lucky you can sweet talk me into taking care of your fucked up self.
you know ill stay by you because i promised that.
and you are using it against me.
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THE MEANING OF LOVE.
YOU DONT HAVE A CLUE.
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO FEEL LIKE I FEEL WHEN I DEAL WITH YOUR SHIT.
you dont know what its like to feel useless everytime you promise to call back and you never do.
when you drag me along to hang out with your friends when i just want to see you.
A long time ago you promised that there would never be a night where i didnt hear a goodnight from you. BULL FUCKING SHIT. you havent called in over two weeks but i still call you once a day. all i get is one measly text message saying "i love u" which doesnt count to me because you couldnt put just two more fucking letters in. is it that damn hard to say "I Love You"? is it that hard to call once a day? no it's not. you are busy but being that busy is complete bullshit.
FUCK YOU.
Poisson D'avril.
oh fantasticness of french club =]
for the wonderful april fish day we played a game of gotcha all around the school...during school.
it was crazy.
there were four teams. and you were only allowed to get people during lunch or passing periods.
it was crazy to say the least. if you think moorpark was crowded you are insane because bingham is at least 3 times more crowded. I got fished 6 times.... and i attemped to chase after both abbey and erica. it sucked. im not a runner oh and i got chased into my Quantitative analysis class by kabrina. im suprised i didnt trip over all of the desks but i got fished by her. it was intersting and i got a lot of exercise hahahahah. and first prize was a baskin robbins cake that i designed with mady's help. and we gave up on trying to figure out who the winner was so we all just shared the cake (with fishie decorations) and the swedish fish and the goldfish crackers and we had a bon poisson d'avril fete! and to add to the entertainment poor sick nicolas bennett was there with me like the entire time. poor kid needs some sleep but he had work. =[ sad day for nickface.
for the wonderful april fish day we played a game of gotcha all around the school...during school.
it was crazy.
there were four teams. and you were only allowed to get people during lunch or passing periods.
it was crazy to say the least. if you think moorpark was crowded you are insane because bingham is at least 3 times more crowded. I got fished 6 times.... and i attemped to chase after both abbey and erica. it sucked. im not a runner oh and i got chased into my Quantitative analysis class by kabrina. im suprised i didnt trip over all of the desks but i got fished by her. it was intersting and i got a lot of exercise hahahahah. and first prize was a baskin robbins cake that i designed with mady's help. and we gave up on trying to figure out who the winner was so we all just shared the cake (with fishie decorations) and the swedish fish and the goldfish crackers and we had a bon poisson d'avril fete! and to add to the entertainment poor sick nicolas bennett was there with me like the entire time. poor kid needs some sleep but he had work. =[ sad day for nickface.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Now that i've lost everything to you
You say you wanna start something new
And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin'
Baby, I'm grievin'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there.
skins season 3 is over and it's very sad how much i have come to love that show. what am i supposed to do every friday morning until season 4 comes out? who knows??
school is sucking majorly. i dont know what to do.
everyday i find myself being able to concentrate less and less. i dont know if its early senoritis or if it's because of my MS? i really dont. i dont want to go back to the doctor though...it's such an easy disease to forget about until it acts up again. and i just really hope that it isnt acting up again.
last week jordan was here. it was fun. prom and all. we spent a lot of time down in sugar house. and i really hope that for the short while im here this summer that i can spend some time down there with mady. its really an awesome place. there are a lot of things that i want to do this summer. but if i want to get a job. i dont think i can. mady and i were planning to go to moorpark for a few weeks. and then i have debate camp for like a week and a half in july. then i wanted to go to wyoming and stay with uncle bruce for a weekend or two. but if i get a job....i dont think i can....
there are auditions for Music Man coming up soon. i think i might try it. mady's mom is the director. so if i didnt make it. i could do tech for it. ii dont know though... that part of my life is pretty much over...
idk...
i need to go take out my contacts. ttyl
And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin'
Baby, I'm grievin'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there.
skins season 3 is over and it's very sad how much i have come to love that show. what am i supposed to do every friday morning until season 4 comes out? who knows??
school is sucking majorly. i dont know what to do.
everyday i find myself being able to concentrate less and less. i dont know if its early senoritis or if it's because of my MS? i really dont. i dont want to go back to the doctor though...it's such an easy disease to forget about until it acts up again. and i just really hope that it isnt acting up again.
last week jordan was here. it was fun. prom and all. we spent a lot of time down in sugar house. and i really hope that for the short while im here this summer that i can spend some time down there with mady. its really an awesome place. there are a lot of things that i want to do this summer. but if i want to get a job. i dont think i can. mady and i were planning to go to moorpark for a few weeks. and then i have debate camp for like a week and a half in july. then i wanted to go to wyoming and stay with uncle bruce for a weekend or two. but if i get a job....i dont think i can....
there are auditions for Music Man coming up soon. i think i might try it. mady's mom is the director. so if i didnt make it. i could do tech for it. ii dont know though... that part of my life is pretty much over...
idk...
i need to go take out my contacts. ttyl
Sunday, March 15, 2009
today was mason's birthday party =]
aww my little baby nephew turned 2 yesterday =]]
he is the cutest little boy ever....
i miss him sooo much.
it was at chuck e cheese haha and my mom and i got over 1200 tickets from playing the games =]]]]]
then mady and i went and bought hair dye. which im currently doing now.
gotta look good for prom =]
he is the cutest little boy ever....
i miss him sooo much.
it was at chuck e cheese haha and my mom and i got over 1200 tickets from playing the games =]]]]]
then mady and i went and bought hair dye. which im currently doing now.
gotta look good for prom =]
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