Now that i've lost everything to you

You say you wanna start something new
And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin'
Baby, I'm grievin'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there.

skins season 3 is over and it's very sad how much i have come to love that show. what am i supposed to do every friday morning until season 4 comes out? who knows??

school is sucking majorly. i dont know what to do.

everyday i find myself being able to concentrate less and less. i dont know if its early senoritis or if it's because of my MS? i really dont. i dont want to go back to the doctor though...it's such an easy disease to forget about until it acts up again. and i just really hope that it isnt acting up again.

last week jordan was here. it was fun. prom and all. we spent a lot of time down in sugar house. and i really hope that for the short while im here this summer that i can spend some time down there with mady. its really an awesome place. there are a lot of things that i want to do this summer. but if i want to get a job. i dont think i can. mady and i were planning to go to moorpark for a few weeks. and then i have debate camp for like a week and a half in july. then i wanted to go to wyoming and stay with uncle bruce for a weekend or two. but if i get a job....i dont think i can....

there are auditions for Music Man coming up soon. i think i might try it. mady's mom is the director. so if i didnt make it. i could do tech for it. ii dont know though... that part of my life is pretty much over...

idk...
i need to go take out my contacts. ttyl